yay for bob.
lol.
Um, yeah, today, an okay day.
I feel kind of sad.
like just ugh, I can't stop crying. I want to leae this house, just I don't know, be isolated without people.
Never have to go to school or anything, just sleep.
like sleep forever.
it would be lovely.
I just don't want to be here.
I really just want to sleep. and sleep and sleep.
I don't know.
like ugh, I need help.
I hate being like this.
I hate it.
I hate when people yell at me.
I hate when people treat me like they just don't care what I feel.
I hate when the person that does all this is my mom.
I really really just want to not be by her.
It hurts so bad just thinking about her, I just can't be by her, I really don't like it.
It's not like that average like hate for her, like how all kids go, "oh, I hate my mom."
not like that at all, I on't hate her, I just hate the wayshe talks to me and treats me.
It's like why would you talk to your own daughter like that.
Why would you tell her things that would make her do things that normal kids wouldn't do.
It's like ugh.
Anyways. Other then that, my life is pretty much going to shit.
.bad grades
.nobody cares about me enough
.tired all the time
.I'd honestly rather stay at home and sleep then have fun
.everything i look at makes me sad
.I can just look at myself and cry, I so fucking sick
.I can't concentrate in class
.I don't do my homework because I can't keep on it for more then 3 minutes
.I have a void that won't be filled
.just a lot sucks right now
The only good thing. I'm not Rachel.
If I was, that would suck butt sacks.